For the first time in 10 years I’m alone. This was a choice I made and I’m beyond devastated. Time to be me for a while
Today was awesome. I love my Shan Shan
Gah - you are everything
and now I’m super depressed because she’s going away for a month and wont be here for my birthday. Ugh. But fuck it, I am so happy with everything this bitch does and is constantly proving she is stronger than any other bitch I know
"That’s one of the things I miss the most about Paul to be honest.
He gives such great hugs.
He was just this fucking big badass mother fucker and he was just a huge hugger”